all the stories can't be lies

I’m so sorry.

I’m so sorry I can’t answer any messages right now. I simply can’t. I still have messages from days ago as well. I just… I feel broken. I can’t relive that moment again and again and again. I don’t want to think about it. I wish I could somehow undo it. I can’t talk about it. I can’t. It disturbs me. I was sitting on the train today and I kept thinking about Sansa. And I was close to tears. I’m so utterly upset.

And I come here, and I really, really want to talk to you all, because I know that you are all sad and scared and upset just like me. And I wanna hug you all. 

But then again I also see how some people are like Sansa’s line about Tyrion being kind, and how people reacted to it (like me!) is glorifying Tyrion because he didn’t rape her. And I’m utterly upset, because they are missing the point.

You know what? I’m not glorifying anything. I’m just saying that she knows that he respected her basic human rights. I’m saying that he respected her decision. Tyrion didn’t rape Sansa. Ramsay did. Yet, here we are, and some people are still find the strength to attack Tyrion. But you know what? Sansa says that “Lord Tyrion was kind. He was gentle. He never touched me.” but have you even considered what she said that to? “Afraid of dwarves?” Ramsay wanted to humiliate her. Ramsay wanted her to feel crap, to feel ashamed. Because he finds pleasure in her misery. Because being married to a dwarf must be humiliating, right? Right? It’s so entertaining. For Ramsay. Yet Sansa defies him, and protects Tyrion. And she doesn’t feel humiliated - because Tyrion gave her basic respect. Ramsay 2 minutes later raped her proving you and her that he’s a garbage can. That he’s neither kind nor gentle and he shows absolutely no respect towards Sansa.

I don’t want anyone to give Tyrion a medal, or a cookie. But how about you acknowledge that he really did tried to be kind to Sansa. How about just once you just accept something.

If you will throw book quotes at me after this, telling me how awful that wedding night is, I don’t care. I’ve read it many times, I don’t need you to throw any at me. Because you know why? Sansa doesn’t get raped by Ramsay in the books. The show is the show and the books are the books. They are 2 very separate things so how about you treat them as such.

I won’t answer any messages to anyone about anything because I feel disgusted. I feel disgusted that I have to see this shit when I’m already upset. I can’t deal with this anymore. (I answered many questions concerning Sansa’s scene, many and more, my ask tag is /ask so maybe you’ll find the answer there to your question. Please don’t make me relive it again.)

See you all when I will manage to overcome this. I’m just so upset. 

If you want to direct hate towards anyone why don’t you try Ramsay Bolton. 

Bye